11:21

I'm sitting at my desk waiting for 11:21 to put my laundry in the dryer. Karina is sleeping in my bed. I wish I could be asleep right now. I feel the need to be productive and/or introspective though, so sleep would contradict that.

Sean arrives around noon at SFO. I'm so excited to see him. I have all these strange fears that something will go wrong and we'll fight like we used to. But we are much more mature now. Everything is different. It will be a great visit, I'm sure. I feel like I'm trying to convince myself right now. Why?

Jen is playing cheesy 80's songs right now as she's preparing for her newest love interest's arrival. A sex date, really. But there will be laughter, cuddles, and some serious eye contact I'm sure. I'm sure. What am I so sure of?

"Which way should we go?"
-"Whichever way has less cerumen."

I have a bit of craziness going on in my head right now. Burger King just popped into my head. I hate that place. I just realized it's b/c Well how can I forget you girl when there is always something there to remind me? is playing off Jen's computer now. Why does this remind me of Burger King? They got me, those Bastards.

Last night was crazy. Karina almost fingered my MILF crush. And then we came home and fucked for hours in a drunken love frenzy. We bought a new dildo. We bought it (correction: I bought it, Karina lost her ATM card) in the middle of a beautiful afternoon involving Ikes sandwhiches, people watching, and sun bathing in Delores Park. We do cute things sometimes. It's not always getting fucked up and fucking.

Tati hates us. Just kidding. But really. I would too if it wasn't me.

5 more mintues til 11:21.

Today we're going to Jess' Life Cyle fundraising party at their beautiful house... which I will not be living in, by the way b/c of unspoken paranoia or threats or something?... anway, we're going to meet up with Sean and then head over to Jess and Ashley's. Should be a really good time. I hope everyone loves Sean.

I'm going to go put my clothes in the dryer now. Maybe I'll put my mind in there too.